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[August 29th, 2009 / 2:18am] |
today hit me like a ton of fucking bricks. my dad called me and told me he couldnt pick me up from work since my car got broke down, so i had to find a ride to my house. he wouldnt tell me why, but when i called my mom to see if she could pick me up, she told me. my brother overdosed on alot of drugs yesterday, theyre not sure what yet, but they think xanax, vicodin and methadone and is in the hospital in the ICU. my dad found him unconscious and not breathing. right now his kidneys are in failure, hes not breathing on his own, hes got brain damage and theyre not sure if hes going to wake up. my mom said that she doesnt want me to see him, but if he hasnt woken up in two days, im going to see him. my heart is broken for him. he is my only brother, and although we've grown apart, we still grew up together and shared many good times. im praying for you alex. may god be with you :(
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[November 6th, 2008 / 12:27pm] |
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"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending."
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[May 3rd, 2008 / 9:01pm] |
in a fairy tale, every story has an an ending. but in life, every ending has a new beginning - uptown girls
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| in your arms is where i want to live and die |
[May 3rd, 2008 / 12:18pm] |
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i think thats what wrong with the world. no one says what they feel
they hold it inside
they're sad, but they don't cry
they're happy but they don't sing or dance
they're angry but they don't scream
cause if they do, they'll feel ashamed. and thats the worst
feeling in the world. so everyone
walks with their heads
down
noone sees how beautiful the sky really is.
- jim morrison
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[April 12th, 2008 / 12:06pm] |
im in love with this song!!
things have been GREAT lately. in 4 weeks, im moving out with my boyfriend after he comes back from california on a mission for the army.6
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| excuse me while i kiss the sky |
[December 4th, 2007 / 2:28am] |
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hear me out - frou frou |
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I like people with a sense of individuality. I love expression and anything awkward and imperfect because that's natural and that's real
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[December 3rd, 2007 / 9:55pm] |
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shadow of the day - linkin park |
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everythings changing now that people are forgeting who they are. everyone wants to fit in, and when they finally get the chance to, they leave the people they care about for people that don't care about them
the truely painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said, and never explained.
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[December 2nd, 2007 / 6:20pm] |
"Hysteria is impossible without audience. Panicking by yourself is the same as laughing alone in an empty room. You just feel really silly. "
“miss rona says nothing is gross” brandy says “miss rona says the only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open”
“most guys will fight to know you. Some guys will deny you’re a real person, and some will just ignore you”
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[November 30th, 2007 / 12:54pm] |
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